13 February 2008.

i'm so pissed off sia.. pagi-pagi lagi da wat aku mara! my youngest bro lahh.. jus bcoz i didnt drew his art piece he is making a big fuss abt it.. crying in the morning b4 skool,tkot cekgu mara.. dara aku naik je siak...thnks fer making my day ah eh! dalah nak gi interview kjap lagi..sumtime i dun feel respected as their eldest sis.. really! fer me they are the one of the best part of my life but sumtime i jus feel like no one to dem.. my 2nd bro a yr younger den me seldom sees each other hes staying with my dad.. but most of the time we meet he'll get his leg kicking on me... aku ni ape sia?? adek2 kau!! another one younger sis 14yrs old dis yr.. always wif her grudges mara2.. sumtimes she even raise her voice at me.. like i'm somehow a kid to her! lastly this bro i'm talking abt primary 5 very close to me get along very well tapi bile die nyer irritating da datang,angin semengit di da datang i feel like shouting to him.. jus like the old me.. pakal kau aku pandang kau adek sia.. i've always tried my best to b a gd sis to dem but sumtimes i jus felt like running away far frm dem.. i've always go with the flow with their interest,talk nicely to dem.. giving in.. but y cant i still hav my respect.. yes i do hold responsibility towards dem but dey are treating me like... wtf.. i do love dem,dey r always dere wen i'm wif my downfall.. jus dun make me HATE u guys.. pls,treasure me like ur own sis.. family

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