yeah,yeah... valentine's day coming.. me being so tak-malu text my bf jus now. "have u bought v'day gifts fer me" and he i duno whether purposely never rplied that msg.. grumpy me text him again.. "waahhh rabak bbual sal v'day gifts je tak rply.." (haha) few minutes later he finally responded, "tak lah tak perasan then u belikan i ape?" waalauwei i was the one asking him n he questioned me back the same thing.. purposely running away from it.. well,frankly i dun realy had bought anything fer him.. i freaking dun noe wat freaking thing to freaking buy fer him... suggestions...... but well,we cant really celebrate it outside riding around the whole of singapore as we have a wedding invitation to attend to.. his cuzzy his getting married on v'day.. n evryone of us will be celebrating v'day together... yeahhhh!!!! (akif just had a long fart! haha!) at the same date fiza will be giving birth too.. if its the exact expected due date lahh.. goshh how sweet v'day baby.. celebrating v'day with her bundle of joy. holidays and weekends were spent mostly with families. friday stayed indoors at home. saturday we went fer counselling. finally evrything was over. finally its all settled! irritating so call professional assosiation.. *like duhh lah ehh ur services was worst ever, its not worth our $240.00. i dun wish to go back there again even if i hav too.. ended at 4 and we headed to pasiris park fer his cuzzin bbq bday party.. had some conflicts with bf the day before.. he sms me that his mother ask whether i can send akif over at 7.30 morning and i say lahh.. "asal pagi sgt,tgk camne bukannyer senang" of course its not damn ez to wake up early morning getting all ready not jus fer myself but fer akif too.. having to pack all the babies items,which i actually have done it the nite b4 fer some simple things lahh.. i'm alone with a baby n a pram taking a train to bt panjang expect me to reach there 7-8am? to-go-there i will hav to walk from my house to wlds interchange.. about 20mins.. take a train to cck also about 20mins.. transfer to lrt about 25-30mins.. he replied me.. "kalau menyusahkan sgt den takyah gi,dok umah je".. so out of anger i responded back ahh.. "org sume pk ape i kat umah ni besarkan bontot ajer pe! ingt senang pe nak siap nak smpai sane kul 7-8. pakai mulot pakai sms senang ahh.. sembarang ahh tak heran ahh tak dpt pegi!" i duno if i over reacted. but seriously sia,i dun want to be that girl being bullied,harmless,being soft hearted all the time and ppl WILL tend to take advantage of it.. so wat if i'm rude,disrecpectful i gotta defend myself too.. atleast i'll not feel as if i'm being to ur slave.. being nice does not pays.. n u gotta give respect to gain respect.. i jus dun like takings ppls ordered or most probably ppl ordering me wat to do.. at times i'll be fine lahh.. wen i'm in good mood.. but if u're being like a boss-wannabe then u betta wake up to reality pple aint clearing ur shit fer u.. u gotta do it urself.. dun ever boss me around telling me evry single things to do.. coz i jus HATE IT! evrthing turns out fine during the counselling.. went to cwp and den to libry with nurul jus now.. suddenly i became a novel-reader-freak.. so i ask if nurul wud accompany me to civic. we headed to civic 4.30 n headed back home at 6.30.. nurul meeting her fren at 7.30.. akif have been having difficulties to sleep lately.. i'm not sure y.. so i'm out now,gotta have some rest.. bf's coming over later..hopefully he will not boss me around.......... toodles..

i'm blogging now so dat peeple know i'm still alive.. still updating..January is coming to an end. How fast can that be.. been lazy to update lately. basically i've got a tumble of housewerk to do and end up being soo worn out fer an blog update.. hey! doing housewerk isnt as easy as simple as u might think.. try doing it fer atleast a week.. n u'll c.. and Akif is totally a pissed lately.. irritated by him most of the time.. errrgghhhh!! but then after a random shout at his pathetic face i found myself guilty. for god sake that baby is 7mths old.yahh yahh.. i'm wrong.. but watever it is he is still a cute plus noisy baby who eats alot i mean very,very alot. as fer now evryone is sound asleep ,akif too.. (thank god) i just cant seem to put myself to sleep just yet.. maybe because i woke up late jus now which is because i slept late the day before. i slept at 7 and woke up 2. will still be sleeping if it isnt because of the cutie noisemaker.. incredibly Akif. Hartika spend the night over at my place yesterday,another reason fer me sleeping late besides the chubby noise maker who keeps nagging about only god knows wat is it about.. we had movie marathons and bee hoon noodles each. Looking forward fer weekends. bf and i had two invitation for a Beach party.. haha.. jus a family get together.bf's family actually.. one of it is at Pasir Ris as an occasion of his cuzzy bday and we had already bought her a guess wallet.last week while shopping plus window shopping. only that it had not been wrap up.. another lazyness of me.. (bf i've already told you, if you have decided on buying her a guess wallet, i demand a guess watch from you that minute!) busok hati ekh aku..! Another one is as usual at East Coast,occasion is jus a family bonding and getting together.. And i'm so not looking forward for this one which is amp counselling session this saturday at 1.30 noon.. another one who pisses me to the core.. they are actually making my simple life damn difficult which cause my previous job. they owe me big time man! i'm wanting to give them the ugliest feedback and hoping fer the whole malay association to know how terrible their service are... damn wasting the hard earn $$... they are getting on my nerves seriously.i've also heard bad comments frm frens who use to have their service. y on earth am i referred to amp.. should i know,i would have attend to other association.. it is a worst ever association such a dissapointment... been meeting up with gf's lately.. that's another reason fer the laziness to update.. accompanied fizah fer her monthly regular check ups and scanning. gosh her tummy damn big. a mother of three.. around of applause to her. Being a mother is a wonderful thing to all women and its not dat easy gals... her estimated baby's weight was 2.8 if i'm not wrong.. not bad huh..surely chubby.. hehe.. she'll due next months.. ohh no,should be less than a month by now.. not sure if she had decided on a name yet. gf had been slacking around my place,gossiping, cursing, critising the old us,bringing up issues on the silly but cute things we've done during secondary. Nurul brought along a photo which is 6 years ago.. a picture of us during national day 2002 performing choir. i was so hidious!! haha!! muke so bachin! dun u even think about uploading that photo nurul warning you! well i missed those days.. secondary was the best life i've ever imagined.. how i wished i cud turn back time.. Ohh yah,wat the heck.i suddenly remmembered that i did not turn up fer my science O'Level chemist practical paper.. gosh. really if ever i cud go back to the past. but afterall,i cherished evry moment we've spent during secondary schs. wearing the wrong shirt fer practice,giving silly excuses,escaping detention,stoopid never ending 2.4km run. haha.. i had never passed it for 5years. sharing answers fer homework which calls for photocopy machine,prank on teachers. i'd read shikin entries and she mention about "kedai kaya","kedai miskin".. Haha.. well that exactly was the food stall in our sch canteen b4 recess we wud ask each other "kau mkn kedai kaya ke kedai miskin?" haha. kedai miskin actually sells nasi lemak and kedai kaya sells variety of dishes. hehe Oh yahh.. another silly but cute thingy we actually create ourselve a japanese name.. mine was Yoshiyukiko. nak step cute lahh konon.. haha.. silly. i missed those days. time passed by soo fast wen we r having fun. cudnt imagine how bland my life would be w/o those kinds of moments.. me and bf are getting on well lately,just that we havent been talking.. i mean talks like about our relationship,our past,u know those mushy-mushy staff.. hehe.. we went out last weekends.. saturday to town bought himself a cap and his cuzzy the guess wallet. sunday planned was to help my bro sent his hp fer service at bishan,before leaving the house mama asked fer a favour to send over grandma's stuff to yishun,so i asked him and he insisted. once we reached marsiling to get the phone from my brother he suddenly raised his voice "cepat lah nak gi yishun lagi" wat the tooot... clearly i felt that he wasnt that sincere to help out.. or jus being such a errgh i cant get a word but nemind.. but u insisted,u shud hav just gav such lame excuses if u wouldnt want to help out.. once settled with the hp servicing,he asked me where to go.. u were the one rushing things out and you were asking where should we go?? pissed off kan?? we went to the central shopping center.. and then had dinner at far east.. thought of watching movies but there isnt any exiciting movie. so he bought dvds instead at the cathay.. Flipper,Backdraft and another about skinheads movie. i have a feeling that i would woke up at 2 again today.. as its already 6am and i'm here still typing. will be meeting the gals again later. i've got two good news from two good peeple.. one is from shikin and another is my mother herself.. last sunday she told me that she's already 3months pregnant. congrats mom the moments u've been waiting fer.. she also did mention that she's afraid this pregnancy will also leads to miscarriage.. i felt her pain and will pray the best fer her..so she had check up and scanning today at nuh. y not kkh ehh? hmm... n as usual i had to do the housewife daily routine.. but additional cooking... wen it comes to cooking dun ever look up fer me.. i can only bake.. and so i tried to cook mutton soup which mom taught me the day b4. the taste was absolutely terrible lah sehh.. omg.. i didnt even tell bf about this haha!! it wud b so embarassing if he wud find out or actually had a taste of it.. grandma pls pass on your cooking talent.. how can i ever b a good wife if i cant even cook a simple dish.. but bf loves my maggie special ok.. we called it maggie bandung.. hehe.. i think its time fer me to log off now.. need to get enuf rest before the cuddly noise maker wokes up.. toodles..

its been almost a month since my last short post.. and alot of things had been goin on lately.. first of all,of coz about me n the bf.. both of us are getting on fine,getting closer just that few days lately he's been busy with werk.. tight up schedule fer this week,fer some thingy that was called "change of command parade"...yahh sumthing like dat.. n fer me.. been hanging out with secondary sch peeps.. well there are the best peeples besides my family.. nurul had been coming over killing the time and updating each other with sum others life.. i shud just say "Gossiping". i've met quite a few new peeple and the scares me a whole lot.. i'm gonna bring up this issue on guys cheating out gals.. or most scary part is husband cheating on wife.. peeple lately jus don care with whom they go out with.. whether that guy is someone's husband or that gal is someone's wife.. i've been with bf fer more than 2 years now.. and to be frank i did cheated on him ONCE...i got caught red handed!! truthfully the feeling was bad.. i was so selfish as to share my love with two guys.. but then i realised i'm the one fooling myself then i decided to choose only ONE.. which is my bf.. now i'm blessed to still be with him and hope it stays on like this w/o anyone intefering...so bf if u'r reading this i want no more nonsense from you ok! b good.. i hate living in deception.. hey guys Akif is turning 7 month old dis January.. he already had his first tooth during 6th mth old. how cute.. he is already 8kg n have not been n diet.. nurses says that he's short.. short n chubby.. well he is just adorable,and i'm so blessed given him in my presence life.. he was admired by many.. everytime we bring him out.. people will stop us and say "cute nyer,cute nyer".. admiring his chubby and grumpy face..but many mistook him fer a gal.. how foolish those people are.. he is clearly wearing a boys top and still they mistook him fer a gal.. Haishh,i need to rush. Gonna let the pics do the talking now.. A Trip to the Zoo

Ecp. Muis's B'day.. That little gal is dangerous!
She scratched Akif's hand,leavin a scar.. *Furious!



My new,Bestie. Adeq. The one whom accompany me
weneva i'm at Tuas track with bf. "awak nak tgk hamster" hehe



S'pore vs Vietnam. Guess wat our face was on
THE NEW PAPER on 23rd Dec 08 issue. *FUGLY i tell u.




Countdown to 2009!!