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26 November 2008. The main system, microsoft outlook in the office is down eversince this morning and my office manager ( whom sits behind me ) is having a meeting outside,n will not be coming back to the office for the rest of the day.. so i'm a free bird today.. *jumps around* free to do anything wee.. i've done my job and there isnt any email to reply due to system error.. if everyday was to be like this i'll be werking in heaven.. weeeeee.............. was at bf house yesterday,like usual lahh.. ( i'm there evryday to be precise unless i'm not fetching akif ) so i was supposed to bake him his choc chip cookies which he actually asked for eversince october if i'm not wrong i guess its even before october.. so he fetched me at cck mrt and we met Joshua from Prudential Agencies. I'm taking savings plans where i actually save S$ 100.00 evry month haha!! slalu ckp dpt gaji nak save nak save.. tak save2.. keje sebulan gaji abis tak sampai semingu.. kwakwakwa.... so hopefully this plans werks.. i wanna saves up lahh for my life long savings espcecially.. so after that we bought choc chip and as soon as we reach his house,had dinner and then start with the baking.. my dear bf did "helped".. so "helpful" of him ekhh.................... "Im lucky i'm in love with my bf" listening to this song while blogging.. class 95.. hey it turns out nice tau.. my very own famous amos cookies.. hehe.. like real.. both were eager to bake at first until we even semangat to shape it to diferent kinds of shapes.. but after awhile......... 
 
lizapitinlove 5:11:00 pm 24 November 2008.  I'M CRAVING FOR SONY ERICSSON EXPERIA!!!!!
lizapitinlove 6:07:00 pm 18 November 2008.  my work is done and theres not so many enquiries nor calls.. BORED!!! above pic is still in Hari Raya seasons. jus dat we don wear the baju kurung ni more.. haha.. oh yah speaking of hari raya seasons.. i've yet to upload these pics we took.. well the pics are all in bf's camera. so stingy until cannot help to upload fer me.. hehe.. its 4.00 Pm i still have 2 hours to spent in the office.. peoples are coming in for an interview as bf cuzzie whom actually recommended me this job decided to quit.. hurhur.. so poor kak wati hr manager hav to go all the trouble to set an interview to pick up selective candidates.. anyone interested?? i felt like going off too but then i dunno wat i'll do after i quit.. haha! Zizie had been bugging me lately.. calling my hp non stop until she get herguy fren to call me and then conference the call.. erggghh.. i'm werking lah dei.. tak reti bahase.. i raised my voice to them saying dat "ku tgh keje lah". haha! and den she was " oh ok ok " tau takot ekhhh.. hehe.. cant wait till 6.00pm bf will me up,liyana's bf is also picking her up.. bf ily..
lizapitinlove 3:49:00 pm 17 November 2008. HAPPY 2nd YEAR ANNIVESARY TO US!! So we've been together fer 2yrs now.and im glad dat he actually wish me on 12 midnight itself. dats sweet and impressive. but dear you still owe me one explanation dats yet to be xplained! And you still owe me my anny gift.. Its a pity that we cant spend time together today.. maybe just go out for a movie.. both of us a werking, earning for a living. heeeeee.. he'll not be back until tomorow.. hmm.. sad isnt it.. i felt so lonely... hurhur... as planned, we went to the zoo yesterday morning together with Fizah and her hubby and their kids. We've got 4 person free admission from bf's aunt. the zoo was packed with fellow indians having a family day carnival. Eeerggghh.. its not dat i'm being racist just that i hate walking in the middle of a place wer theres alot of indians/bangladeshy talking loudly in the crowd.. such a pendimonium. but i like going to mustaffa center though! haha. . my skin tone changing!! darker sehhh... the weather was extremely hot yesterday till the time we r about to go home the rain starts pouring.last 2 weeks went to tuas for the legal motor race i also had my skin tanned.. see bf i sacrificed my skin just to spent time with you.. Fizah also celebrated her weeding anny yesterday.. hers was 16November2008 and mine the day after which is today!! weeeeeee.. c how fast time passed by.. and all lots of thingy we've been thru together. bf mention about his appreciation on me being by his side.. well bf,the reasons i woke up everyday is you.. i wanna b by ur side all along.. hehe.. mushy... i cud still rmmber how you sound me to be your gf.. which u say to me "kita try lah matair dulu" haha.. peje.. and den i cud also still remmember our first date.. errmmm.. well to make it short i cud remmember anything... cheii.. LOVE YOU SWEET!!
lizapitinlove 12:41:00 pm 11 November 2008. Its less than a week now fer our 2years annvesary.. yah.. on the 17th November wat a luck it falls on monday and both of us have to werk.. i dunno y am i being so anxious weneva it comes to annivesary,month annys,valentines day.. anything to do with couple thingy i will always get happy and looking forward to spend that particular day with the bf.. but.... sometimes i feel like i'm clapping with one hand.. i'm being so "kanchiong" and bf being like "so-wat" sad u c.. u know i'm the person who likes surprises.. i believe most gals do.. but then i just have to live up with it.. being so catious i feel something is wrong with our relationship lately.. he's been spending time outside without me and those conflict made us not to talk to each other and there the worries comes.. who knows he might repeat wat he had done previously.. its unfair tau.. me being so faithful and den having to find out that my guy is playing behind my back.. hopefully not lahh.. he has been hiding his fone again,putting it to silent mode,guilty face weneva i hold his fone.. suspicious right.. its ok bf,u cant run away from the facts.. one day wen u fall dun even bother to call my name.. i'm being so unhappy lately,so unsatisfied,so lonely,sensitive... haizzz.. i just want to rectify wat is missing wat is causing all this.. he promised me alot of things and doesnt seems to held on to his promise.. such as promise to change his number and that was more than 3months ago.. but again i'm not forcing him to do so cos i know even if he were to change his number he wun change his attitude that is up to him to decide.. if i were to tell my real story from A-Z,i will need an empty bucket to store the tears.. but now my tears are fer him to laugh at.. HAHA! Not like how we used to be,weneva he made me cry or sad he himself will comfort me.. but not anymore.he'll be more than happy to see me crying.. i had a bad dream yesterday yahh dreamt about him having other relationship besides me again.. Oh please dun make dat dream come true.. Last saturday accompany his mom to his relatives bday party,i was so shy! but i overcome it and accompany his mom without him ok.. all his makcik2,pakcik2 is there i'm being nobody there mcm taktau malu gitu dtg sane.. atleast i did a good deed by accompanying is mom out of goodwill ok.. the day after we went to town,before that conflict AGAIN! he was trying to blame me but still fer me i think its just his reasons to avoid from us to cancelled going out together.. we went out at about 4,4plus.. while i was queing to withdraw money something happen he was holding his phone and suddenly my phone ring it was a text alert.. someone sms me,he took out my hp and then returned it to me.. he deleted the msg that was sent to me.. with his guilty face he told me that was starhub. i'm not that stoopid bf.. just tel me the truth that u accidentally sent the wrong msg to the wrong recipient will yahhh.. bf i loved u soo much,soo soo much dat i hardly think about others i put u first in my life but y are still behaving as if i dun belong to you.. y are u still hiding things from me.. stop it please... all those will hurt me.. show me that u care please.. yesterday he sent me to werk and then fecth me. he text me whether i wanna go home straight or go out fer awhile.. of coz i wanna go out with him awhile right especially after those conflicts.. even if he cant accompany me to the movie,which i've been wanting to do so.. ( i wana watch HSM3) We can actually jus stroll by anywhere.. i dun mind aniwhere as long as the time was spend between the both of us.. unfortunately we went back home straight away yesterday. maybe he has been trying to avoid me, maybe he was getting away from him.. shud i jus do the the same.. i'm tired of keeping the relationship strong while he doesnt bothers unlike those times wen he was the one trying to save our relationship... Hhhhaaahhh.. missed those days.. we went to town with his station mates and he was with his gf, i totally envy them having to laugh toghether as a couple.. never fails to hold each other hands.. n me with bf? i dun even know if he love me still.. well i'm jus trying to move on.. i cant possibly jus put my mom to this wen he doesnt even care.. i was on mc last friday,he doesnt even asked to accompany to the doctor nor doesnt even want to come by.. i went out with akif then... lizapitinlove 12:16:00 pm
| I'm Yours.  L.I.Z.A.P.I.T HEYho! tween-tee. born 1st apriL 89. Loved DARK CHOC. Loved BB SHAFIQ. & Precious Akif Fiqrizan. Lookin ferwad to my wedding. wee
after awhile jadik mcm nie
But,the taste turns out nice ok..! even though it dont look so tempting.
Look at the 2 wonderful people who actually "helped" me! kesian dorang penat...