| jus reach home from werk.. damn tired.. whole day werk didnt even managed to slot a time fer lunch.. smoke onli once.. didnt even fill my stomach till i reach wlds with shikin.. met shikin at bishan mrt & went back together.. stop by the pasa malam & bought smethng to munch.. very tired & hungry.. while still werking bf sms me & say maybe he wont be coming back tomorow.. i was like "dun bedek!!" koz the day b4 he told me die kene g db,den later dat nite he say he oni joking.. pheew.. make me scared only.. i was still at werk wen he cal,we did talk & i asked him wat time will he b booking out tomorow he answered dat maybe not coming back.. i onli responded takmu bedek lah in a cheerful way & he started raising his voice towards me.. gosh,how can u make me deserved this kind of attitude.. u already know i'm tired & i had to do ot.. somemore u layan me like dat.. yes i know u r oso tired,i understand ur schedule,i dun mind not having a chance to chit chat wif u koz i noe u need a rest.. haizzz entah lah eh.. i dunno if i'm being to sensitive.. but still i dun deserved to be treated like dat.. if u think its me who is wrong pls tell me.. | |
i was posted at boon keng outlet jus now & the salon was packed.. i had to assist the customer,answer calls,doing all the paper werk,being the cashier.. jus imagine how bz it was till i can onli go fer a three minit smoke brek.. the day b4 was at hougang,i nearly got lost sia! i duno the direction there.. nasib ade shikin.. but the staf there was the gerek2 ones.. den wen back with shikin.. she very lazy & insisted on taking a cab instead of waiting fer the bus.. lazy pig! den the previous day i was posted at my usual place yishun,adek came & fetch me.. he was hungry & wanted kfc fer the late dinner.. we went to northpoint's kfc but there was no chicken..!! hahakSs.. so we headed to cosway point's.. saw azureen wif her husband to be.. had a short chat wiith her.. den saw my former sec mates ate together with dem.. its like kenduri already,nurul was werking as the cashier & she some sort like give us errmm.. extra-extra foods.. haha.. thanks nurul!
i'm missing bf badly,very badly.. i've already bought him some snacks fer him to bring back to his camp.. hope he likes it lah.. i jus cant stop thinking abt the moment he shouted & hung up on me jus now.. its just me who can only understand myself.. i didnt replied to his msg jus now,i'm too tired to hav a conflict with him.. like wat i've said b4 jus let him be.. if he realise den he'll come up to it.. but if he don't den jus dun think abt it.. Labels: march 08
lizapitinlove 12:02:00 am
i've got this job at an hair & beauty salon as a receptionist.. but i dun quite like the working days.. its like off only on one of the weekdays.. mane boleh seyy.. i need weekends off to spend time with my bf.. atleast one weekend off... haizz.. & the workers there are all chinese.. its like so hard to understand them.. i'm missing bf badly.. last thurs,fri & sat he fetch me from werk.. i finished werk at 8-30,9 we didnt managed to spend much time.. on fri after work we went changi to meet his family.. den sat went to his haus to help him packed up.. i've promise to sleepover his haus dat week,but wen i say i cant sleep there dat nite,he started shouting2,showing his grudges to me.. imagine me missing him badly & he was like havin a bad mood on me.. he feels soo sad ahh.. he didnt even wan to cal me & talk to me on the fone wen he reach home.. i felt like bein ignored by my bf.. i miss him badly,miss having long chats with him on the fone,miss viewing each other thru webcams,miss holding his hands.. i just miss evrythng abt him.. i jus hope this bz schedule of us wun drift us apart cause i'm really feeling it right now.. Labels: march 08
lizapitinlove 3:43:00 pm
well its jus like a moment ago since i met him & i've started to miss him already.. yestrday he fetch me frm home at around 6plus.. we went to town searching fer his cap.. den he insisted on havin a meal at far east,it was rather packed,busy & theres dis a couple of two annoyed us too much.. dey actualy wanted a five star kinda like service.. irritated seyy.. aftr dat we went to his former workplace,met saufi & faezah,the four of us went to kallang to watch those kids riding on their pokets bikes.. they were actualy amazing,i admit i cant do as wat they are actuali doing.. "shame on u liza.." hehe! den both of us went to mustafa center to buy some stuff fer bf.. we spent fer hours there.. hahaks! went to his haus jus now to pack his belonging to b brought back to camp,clean up his ehem messy room.. watch him polish his boots.. had lunch wif him & stuff.. haizz.. soon,its time fer him to book in.. he have to reach there by 8pm.. its another 4 days w/o him.. went out together with him,took the lrt & we separated at cck mrt.. bf forgot to give me anny kiss in advanced,hehe.. if u had browsed thru my calender on the left,u wud noe its our 16th month annivesary.. yah,of coz i'm sad.. he's not beside me as usual celebrating our anny.. but i'm keeping it strong here.. well,i have to adapt to this.. koz next will be my bday.. i text him jus now to wish him,guess he'll be reding it once he woke up dis morning.. ♥ bf:wo ai ni ♥
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lizapitinlove 2:44:00 am
i'm disapointed,all i want to do wen i woke up dis morning was to talk to him on the fone,meet him..but wat he did was the oposite of evrythin i wanted..i didnt expect much frm him but jus to give me his attention.. all this while i was expressing how much i missed him but wen we got a chance to meet each other we r like strangers.. its just one week and he have shown me his changes.. i duno how is he gona be like in a few more months to go.. now den i cn agree to his uncles & aunts who told me that once he'll be there he will just tend to spend more time with others rather den me.. i should have listen to dem n prepare fer it.. now he's out with his fren and i'm home alone.. sumtimes u just need to be quite and let him be,let him do wateva he wants.. jus dun blame urself if he changes koz dat is wen u'll noe the true colours of him.. he reminded me of the old him.. well if he cnt be bothered den i wont too.. let us jus wait fer wats gonna hepen to us.. |
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lizapitinlove 4:25:00 pm
Im still unable to sleep,still thinking abt bf.. yes he booked out already,i waited fer him at cck lrt to fetch him.. i was so anxious to meet him,jus have alot to say..but the moment i saw him i remained stunt! speechless! i jus dunno how to react it was as if the first time i met him..haha! he was wif another 2 of his fren.. gosh dey jus cnt stop talking.. he look so happy.. soon we reach his house bf was still chit chatting.. not wif his fren but me & his mum..i jus love wen he talk so much.. sumore looking at his face while he was talking.. haha! we ate dinner & watch tv jus like wat we alwys do.. he look rather restless though.. didnt stay quite long as my dad is on his way fetching me & my lil bro to go out.. good lah so bf cud hav his sleeps & rest.. cant wait to meet him again 2mrw.. Love you dearie.. | |
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lizapitinlove 3:15:00 am
aww.... its so different now.. bf is now bz with his ns thingy & i'm pretty lonely w/o him.. the day itself where he have to repot to cda,me together with his mom,adek & abg sdare accompany him there.. i was actuali sad to leave him there,but nothing i cud do.. hehe.. i dare not to c his face koz it will jus make me burst into tears.. after the orientation & stuff we went to lot1 to have our lunch.. bf sms me to send him an extra pillow hehe.. apesaje je..
wen night comes he called me.. i felt like crying seyy.. ya,ya aku gembeng.. its jus dat i can adapt to the changes just yet.. we met everyday & suddenly he has to stay in camp for like the whole weekdays.. hurhur.. missed him soo much!! he'll be coming back by tomorrow.. cant wait to meet him.. ♥♥♥ Labels: march 08
lizapitinlove 3:58:00 pm
  today kenduri fer bf upon him serving ns..was still embarrased to meet his family eventhough i've met & attend to certain family gathering with dem.. shy lah,come ppl house never bring anything! kenduri sumore..after all family had went home me help his ibu to clean up,wash dishes & all the kitchen stuffy.. soon after all is done help bf wif the packing.. ya we bit of kamchiong perhaps 2mrw cn pack.. but 2mrw bf hav lotsa stuff to do..so beta pack today..he kept waving his hand saying gdbye to me.. Dun Make Me Sad Lah BOTAK! Gotta sleep now.. meeting him again tomorow.. hehe.. Love u too much lah B.. mwackss!
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lizapitinlove 3:23:00 am
Its 2 days more to go seyy.. I jus cnt stop thinking abt bf going to serve his ns.. evrything's absolutely gonna change.. "boleh tk lau u tk g ns?" hurhur.. he even had his hair shaven! Errgh! Surprise me with that botak head of yours ehh.. cunning boy! u like eager to go sia.. canot wait to be apart frm me haah! kenduri tomorow at ur haus bleh tk lau i tk dtg? nanti i nangis la.. huhur..
went to j8 jus nw to collect my pay.. fiza nak cabot keje baru sia.. haha.. way she talk to me was if the job was torturing her.. lek eh fiza,keep calm sexy mama.. haha.. we jus have alot to ehem,gossip.. siak ah kau fiza.. haha.. talk again wen i meet u k..
to shiken: Happy 19th Birthday Dear Fren!
i've been feeling strange since i woke up jus nw.. feeling as if bf is keeping sumthng frm me.. bf u beta tel me wat isit ok! walauwei my bday bf pat camp sehh.. abg botak oh abg botak nnt bday kite awk try to jumpe kite k.. dat will b enuf fer a bday present. hearts u! ♥Labels: march 08
lizapitinlove 6:06:00 am
its like few more days to go seyy.. bf will be in his CD uniform soon.. will be botak soon! 4 more days.. walauwei.... so fast.. met him at marsiling jus now,he bought this hair shaver.. gosh u seems like eager to leave me sehh.. aiyahh.. scared lah he mite be one of the ABC ns men.. A-Alligator B-Buaya C-Crocodile
haha.. got dat frm army daze.. soon the time spent will be different frm wat we r doing now.. yah,he made me mad yesterday,actuali i'm still mad.i tried to keep it down but i cant seems like i hav to let it out & tel him..i was hoping dat he realise his mistake w/o me telling him.. but he & his "step dunno" thingy.. he leave me wif no choice but to tel him & yes i told him evrythng frm the bottom of my heart till den he admitted to his mistake.. common la baby its not like i've known u 2 months ago.. we've been together for 16months & u still wana lie.. i can feel it syg koz i love u too much i noe ur evry movement.. theres no excuse for lying.. pls dun do dat again & abt that nisah i hope u noe ur limits & tel me evrything stop hiding things from me.. sooner or later i'll found out & it reli pissed me off if i got to noe it myself.. u noe me..!! had a long chat with azureen at msn jus now.. gosh she's getting married soon my frens are all getting married.. shud meet her one of these days..wonder wen is my turn..not too soon i hope.. had a chat wif my mum few days back.. she ask me whether i'm sirius wif shafiq.. ya of course mother i wudnt be wasting my time wif sumone i'm not sirius rite & she told me dat while she was my age she was already engaged.. mom,dat was ur zaman2.. now is like zaman money,money,money.. no money how to get married?.. i want wedding like nurul aini haha!! | |
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lizapitinlove 1:46:00 am
we went out again today,we met almost everyday actualy.. bf say i looked like minah today.. well sumtimes u jus hav to ignore him and jus love urself.. hrmph! it was raining on our way out basah sehh..today went to marina to watch those army2 man doing the career thingy.. as soon as we reach marina we headed first to the toilet to dry up cudnt do much actuali,dryer was rather lousy.. we den had our meals at burger king.. walked2 the shop den bumped to an ex classmate of mine frm ite amk,JULEE.. she oso said me "da naik sehh.." eerrgh.. yeke?? haha.. takpe lah.. filled with love.. ahaks.. mcm paham.. bored we went to suntec.. take2 picture.. sat by the fountain of wealth reading those mushy2 love dedications frm the public.. hehe.. soon we went back to marina & headed to esplanade,thot of watching the "gigg" but it ended so early.. haha.. doesnt matter.. we went back early today..
i've been having mood swing lately..yah fer sure,imagine u r not in gd mood n there he goes pushing his luck! errrgh! guess wat i've been doing over the weekends.. yes meet my bf,went over his place jus to watch he sleeps..! haizz.. i cancelled an interview $1700 worth of salary job offer just to spend time with him,he suka2 sleeps n ignore my presence.. ask him to drop by the shop rent dvd so can watch together he dowan.. den reach home he sleep! alamak.. make my blood go upstair sehh.. geram kan!! haiyahh.. boyfie,boyfie.... another thing i got so iritated was his unchangeable habit.. weneva i ask him to do smthg or remind him of sumthng he got to go he wud jus ans "besok lah" which was tomorow lah.. evryday remind him,evryday same ans.. laziness... bf stop it k.. it got to change.. have a sense of urgency got it.. must make a forfeit fer him.. evrytime he mention that "besok lah" have make him do something,maybe smthng foolish.. to make him realise the sense of urgency.. "besok ahh" errrhhh..!!!
i'm left with like less than 2weeks to spent with,yes we do meet everyday,but it was like aku tgk muke die,die tgk muke aku.. haha.. got nothing to do,even we r together..actuali lots of plan only it costs.. hahaha.. its ok lah boyfie we can do smthng interesting w/o costing us ok.. i jus wana make him only wan me & no one else.. me,me & only me! wan to make him hepi being love by me and having me by his side always.. i jus love it wen he starts talking to me,start to share his thoughts to me.. wat i'm afraid most is fer him to change,lagi during ns.. waaalauwei,many batu api sehh.. i jus wan him to realise we r meant to be.. as long as he knoe his limit n who he belongs to den its fine.. ouh yah.. he called me QC sehh.. but i'm not..! i'm onli sumtime petty but i dun control u darlz.. as long as u dun push ur boundaries den we r cool.. so bad of u to say i'm QC.. well got to go now,had some plans with bf 2moro,collect tikets fer pesta,pesta,pesta.. i still hav lah.. hehe.. got to wake up early boyfie will get mad if i dun turn up.. its been long since i c his angry face.. haha!!
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lizapitinlove 5:08:00 am
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