its not even a month since bf start his national service.. but he shown me his "old him" i hate dat part of him.. not bein truthful to me..its my off day and i went out wif him jus now,first we went to cwp wif his mom & he bought an mp4 fer himself.. den wen back to his haus to watch this kelakar rabak.. by 7plus he started to get changed and while he was bathing his fone vibrate,theres a msg 4 him,i tot it was his camp mate nak ajak kluar so i read it on behalf of him.. but it turns out to be wat i didnt expect it to be.. i called dat number & it hepens to b a gal.. no wonder i got this stranged feelings lately.. gosh it hurts so much.. i reli felt like walking away.. walked out of his haus.. but i duno y i still stay.. he is r hurting me again and again.. he's been telling me he is busy at camp,tired need to sleep early.. but i wonder how did he managed to get to knoe a new gal despite his busy schedule.. even though i'm missing him badly,didnt had a chance to talk to him on fone,no one to acompany me on the fone evry nite.. i still didnt go on exchanging numbers wif strangers.. but i duno y he can.. y he still had the guts to do dat.. wen we reached home jus now,i asked him but he denied it.. i hate it wen he did dat.. errghhh i jus hate to get to the part he just doesnt bother.. he is jus the "I DUN CARE" type of person.. i've just grown a year older few days ago.. and again celebrating it w/o him.. i've got a cake from my colleagues and supper at swensen with my family.. yes.. nothing much fer a 19 year old gal.. i'm jus too depressed to spread my feelings here.. about bf of coz.. i duno i i'm supos to talk to him again abt dis or jus ignored it.. wat about the promised he made all this while.. i noe he's gona changed and he prove me right.. its just hurt to know the truth by urself... i just cant get him to be in my shoes feeling wat i feel.. hey peeps wat do u do if u were me..??