went fer his IU inspection jus now.. again i woke up late. at 3aftrnoon i sms him & ask wer he is and he replied at home & even told me he's lazy to go to the inspection.. da gile! i force him to fetch me & i acompany him to go there.. it was jus a 5minit inspection but the days we took to actuali go der was like wat.. still early to go home so we went to certain bike's shop den to sungei road followed by sim lim.. it was bored there so we planned to go back to his haus.. Instead of goin home he brought me to this farm mart at cck.. hehe.. so sweet thought of him to actuali bring me to such place koz we actuali kinda plan to hav a rabbit.. but nothing much der.. soon we headed back home watch 50 first date while waiting fer borhan's call first plan was to watch midnightmovie together again.last week we also had movie watching dis movie called jumper.. but den we end up lepaking at chinatown bo's gf house instead.. bf send me back home i reach home at 3am..
despite all the fun i had wif him,bf actuali did sumthing dat hurt me today.. i tot he changed & already undrstand me but i was wrong.. he kept doing things behind my back & it reli pissed me off i was actuali extremely mad wif him i remained calm on the fone as if nothing hepen but deep inside me is boiling,disapointing.. i jus wonder how will he react if i did the same thing as he did.. esp things dat can remind me of the past.. infront of me he keep convincing me dat he had long forgotten her,but behind my back?? haizz,tahlah eh.. seandainye kau terdengar bisikan ku,kau akan tahu..i decided to let the matter rest,i dun wana hav conflicts wif him nimore.. i jus hope he wun stab me from the back again.. haizz.. wen will he eva understand.. i luv evry sgl thng abt him.. but i jus duno y he cnt undrstand my way,understnd me? | 
