been having dis body ache all around me.. i think i'm dying.. geeee... it started from the bottom of my leg then up to the neck... such a pain.. been having sleepless night.. ya,ya.. thinking abt bf & evrything.. bla.. bla.. bla... stop it liza,stop thinking about it.. been spending both of his off days with him.. i still have this mindset that he wun change... ermmm.. i hate this feelings.. i had to leave evrything behind me to control my emotions my frustrations towards this and most important is to prevent myself frm feeling so FUCKED UP like dis.. EEerrgghhh.. at the end of the day it looks like me who desperately trying to get ur attention.. pls lahh.. sometime i jus wana noe wat is on ur mind and do u really think abt me? abt us? weneva i ask about our relationship u give me unconvincing answer,u never give me assurance that ur answer are true,u gave me doubts.. i know u r lying i know u wana hide it frm me.. but ni matter how deep u r hiding it I WILL KNOW!! i've been thru it shafiq.. so plsss...

willl be meeting eka & nurul tomoro.. its been long since we met each other.. yahh evryone seems busy with their own thingy... with werk,husband and kids.. it was like only yesterday wen we studied at the libry together and today most of my frens are married.. wuhhhooo.. so hepi fer dem..