today is my lazy day.. hehe.. b4 i went to sleep yest i was like making plans fer today.. thought of cleaning up my room,rearranging the furniture and stuff but...................... i onli slept thru out.. hehe.. and also today akif was like pissing me off.. cry,cry dun wanna sleep.. iritating sehh hehe.. but still cute lah.. well i began to slowly ferget evrything wats bf had done.. infront of him i pretended as if i'm ok.. but actually i'm not yet ok lahh... we went out again yesterday.. went to my previous werk place at ikea tampines poor akif tummy ache berak dlm bus and it stinks hehe.. b4 dat we had lunch at cosway point banquet den bought sumthing fer nenek as my nenek oso werking at tamp ikea.. after we shop at both ikea and giant (mcm phm eh beli brg2 pat sane..mcm dade ruma sendiri gitu.. hehe) we went home by cabby.. cause we had soo much to carry and it was raining heavily.. upon reaching home i cooked noodles fer bf.. haiizzz.. during the silent meal,my mind sudenly thoughts of his betrayal.. but i remained calm i put a up fake smile as if evrything is back to normal... but bf i'm not OKAY... not until u really prove to me u'll change.. i wana lead a happy life.. i hate that i loved him soo much.. i hate dat the person closest to me is the one who hurt me the most.. but i'm being strong here.. Oh yah.. thnks kak yatie fer ur motivation.. thnks shida fer ur concern.. keep on reading okaes..