well guys i met shafiq jus now,i duno y i agree upon meeting him whereas i'm still mad,frustrated with him.. n i duno if i shud oso still cal him bf.. the day b4 he kept msging me saying sori n so on.. i even asked fer brek up but he insisted on it.. i duno y he insisted on it.. he kept saying he loves me but at the same time he betray me.. day b4 he wanted to acompany me collect my hp frm service centre at bishan.. but i rejected his offer.. i went alone,koz i also need a time to b alone.. n i still dun wan to c his face! he did such a disgrace to me sia... den he msg me ask me to meet him.. to solve things.. yahh to him this is such a small matter.. he got the game n i got the pain.. to him buat aku senyum je aku da ok ahh.. luka di jari boleh nmpk,luka di hati sape yg tau... haizz.. he fetch me first frm home den we went to arab st again to buy xtra kain fer his dad & marzuqi so called his adek sedare lahh.. after dat had lunch at banquet raffles hospital.. sakina kol my hp "liza kau katne?aku kat vista ni mcm biase ahh" haha.. rindu kau lah kina.. meet sum other day k.. after lunch me & shafiq went to bugis.. he bought me some clothes && he also bought akif jumpsuit.. haha.. cute! we bumped into alot of his camp mates... macam reunion.. asal tak terserempak dgn pompan tu je ehh... keras die pat situ.. haizz shafiq2.. tgk ape aku buat mesti aku teringat alik perbuatan kejam kau tu... EERRRRGGHH!! after bugis we went to marina,walk,walk,walk.. both we exhausted we had dinner at macdonalds.. and den walk again.. i thought he wud bring me to a place wer we can talk and sort things out between us.. apologising to me straight to my face ke.. ni tak.. haizzz.. hmm.. maybe i expect too much but sialahh u made a big mistake sia.. biggest of all sia.. n u xpect me to fogive && foget jus like dat... impossible beybeh... sampai lobang kubor aku ingat!! we went home as shafiq had to werk the day after.. upon reaching home he lepak awhile at my haus,played with akif and den went home... haiiz.. i still cant get it out of mind.. even after spending the whole day with him.. i felt dat i dun belong to him anymore felt dat he belongs to sumone else n i musnt count on him anymore.. argh!!