Back to work after 3days of holidays.. and as usual i thought that evrything will be fine things will go on smoothly.. but again wat i thought was always the wrong thing.. things have been difficult evry each day to come.. i just wish all this disasters will disapear.. NOW.. Iam tired of putting my mind to evry single things that pple wun be apreaciative towards me.. i kept thinking abt others but they somehow dun bother abt me.. putting others first b4 me.. how a fool i am.. trying to make peace but i get war instead.. so unfair.. tired of being patience. problem will jus grew bigger and bigger.. shit lahh! Akif is going fer his monthly medical check ups. and this typical thing can also be a typical problem to me. how i wish i'am free to do anything without concerning about others grear move right. Things just dun get better as wat i expected.

I've not been returning home these few days until yesterday. my mom was out of town to bangkok. great! i spend the rest of the day at both grandma's place. wed,thurs,fri and sat at marsiling and sun at yishun.. mon night home sweet home.. me and bf went to amp fer our marriage course.. it was from early 9.30 AM to 5.00 PM.. just imagine the boredness.. we still have to go thru 5 more weeks for this course to be complete.. but i do hope bf will learn something from it lahhh.... and,and i do hope bf will stop bullying me by having me carrying evrything and he jus lengang lengok... sweet kan bf aku! so gentlemen.... after course we headed down to Singapore Expo as there are some booth regards to weeding planner. but we end up doing different things instead.. guess who i saw it was my own uncles and relative judging for the kompang competition and coincidently,bf frens was there taking part in the kompang competition. we stayed there from 6 to about late evening..

the day after,sunday me accompany bf to tuas to watched his frens practicing their bikes. i dun quite really know fer wat occasion. it was kinda bored but i stayed bkoz i want to accompany bf.. tak rugi dpt aku sbagai gf tau! and den we went to his previous werkplace to buy ciggy. and den we went to ecp to check out the new big splash. actually to search fer a place to eat. but there isnt any that caught our taste buds. and den we went back down to lau pa sat. mkn besar sehhh,satayyyyyy, shiiioookk.. again meet his frens as they are weking there.. and den back to yishun.. ok.. till then. i have to get back to work. today is quite busy from other days.. lagi2 dgn problem aku lagi.. haizz.. pening pale......................! hey.. i vomitted again just now after lunch and i'm feeling soo terrible..