I've always told myself "Liza u gotta be strong,be patience and it will pay off" but for almost two years evrything was still the same.. yes i did stand strong! i did up till now.. but i cant take it any longer.. wat i can see is us not being us.. maybe we are not meant to be.. but i wonder how we got ourselves up to this.. maybe there isnt any chemistry jus that we force it to be there.. maybe its me putting put high hopes that you cant realy give.. i guessed its all about the empty promises made.. so wat about us now.. i've been living in the dark keeping my sorrows deep inside but evrything keeps on coming too me.. evrything i didnt ask for! its really bugging me.. i hate feeling this way.. lets us keep on this way, pretend evrything is ok while its not..