COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS... in about a few more days 10 days to b exact i'm gonna b officially married to Muhammad Shafiq.. m gonna b sumone's wife.. its gonna b a big responsibilty fer me.. n i guess more werk to b done.. first i was single,i 'm free to do wateva i wan. i only hav to manage myself,pamper myself. and den came akif. i have to manage both myself and akif.. i need to go thru the hassle of "night shift moms" waking up in the middle of the night to feed the baby,wake up again to go to werk.. ensuring akif health is well taken care of.. pagi g keje balik keje jage baby,kemas rumah penat tau.. and now,being a wife. hav to manage the three of us.. jage baby,jage suami,jage rumah,jage mkn minom anak suami.. goshh.. i dunoo whether i can make it.. ape yg aku mepek ni pon aku taktau.. i'm jus too nervous.. hehe..

i jus hope bf is not demanding. i hope we can last this marriage w/o any inerference frm any third party,frm any conflict.. i hope i'm able to keep my patience level up.. i need to perservere,to understand the difficulties and also the wonderful things about marriage. walauweiii.. lagi 10 ari ehh.. mcm tak caye gitu..

Getting on the preparation not well,i still have not change the address of solemnisation,i still havent pay the mak andam n cameraman balance.. i havent got a cake, i havent get my room cleaned and organised... i'm glad that i hav aunties/uncles/parents/grandparents that can help me along the way.. ohh yahh speaking abt family i duno wether i'm prepared to stay with different family. i mean staying under one roof with bf and his parents.. goshh i will miss my home sweet home soo much.. gonna miss woodlands.. haha.. gonna miss my bff.. my entire life will be change.. gonna miss it..

i hope my rlationshp with bf will be better aftr the marriage,i hope he will also understand the meaning of marriage n will work together with me to keep this marriage strong and alive.. i dun wan a moserable life please..! no eh.. he will hav to learn to control his anger and not to unnesacerily scold,get angry fer nothing.. tu part aku paling menyampah nnt tak pasal nk tekan minyak.. and learn to actually apologised wen u did sumthing wrong lah deyy.. sumtime wen u hurt sumone feelings u gotta atleast say sorry or make it up to dem.. learn to study the sensivity of sumone else feeling's instead of urself.. i hope he wun restrict me frm going out to hang out with my fellow bff's..

Oh yahh.. i was jus wondering who was the stranger who had left a comment at my tagboard n name himself/herself "hey".. thnks ehh.. eventhough i don't noe who u r,thnks fer the concern n the advice.. things are getting abit better fer us.. hope it'll get even better thru out our journey of marriage.. but if u dun mind cud u like kindly tell me who u r.. as u noe its quite creepy wen sumone knows who u r,knows wats goin on with u and u actually dun noe who r they.. hehe.. but however it is thnks fer reading listening atleast i noe sumone else still cares.. someone else understand how i feel.. but who r u...??? hehe..

haizz,thinking of getting a new job.. this is geting SUCKER.. haha.. aku penat ahh keje ni.. 6 days satu ari off.. nak amek leave susa.. lmbt briefing kene marah.. padehal keje start kul 8.. sampai 7:45 pon kene marah.. kalau keje malam lagi lengit sampai kul 10 boring aje... haiizz.. tapi gaji bagos.. ohh no its almost visiting hours.. n its almost my lunch.. and den home at 4pm .. yeahhh..need to get back to work.. will update again once free.. toodles!!